Ok, firstly a few things to reply to Elias's comment. I am fasting in a completely nutritious way and have fasted before, although with less preparation. And the comment about the body shape was a joke for all those who think I would be crazy enough go on a fast to lose weight (I just think that even if that is not the reason, nobody minds the side effect:).
And I would love to have some vegan recipes. I barely eat meat as it is, therefore one of my aspirations for the year was not to become vegetarian. And vegan, although I completely admit to be the right thing to do, is difficult. I am from Finland, and have gone through Valio (Finnish dairy company) propaganda all my life, and it is quite hard to drop milk. And since I eat so little meat anyway, I do not see the reason to move to being a vegetarian, when ethically I actually find milk products to be pretty much just as evil as meat. Except less evil perhaps for my body. But roquefort is so gooood:) But I will ponder on it and definately perhaps use less milk products.
Having said that ... this is so easy. I am taking a juice fast, which allows me less than 400 cal of of vegetable and fruit juices per day. And I should be getting all nutrients I need. I have not felt hungry once, which is a good indicator of how much a person would actually need to eat purely for hunger. I wonder how much you will eat, Juliane? (you can see her comment below) However I do think that a person can easily create hunger just by knowing that they CAN EAT. It is much easier to drop solids, I think, than to reduce in quantity. I have been thinking of continuing a once a week juice-day after the fast is done. Because all the nutriets, it is completely healthy and one day does not really require much preparation. Might be worth a try. That would be a good life-style change to any of you, who are not interested in fasting immideately. And Juliane, keep us posted on when you decide to go for it.
The funny thing is that in Finland it is adviced to always cleanse the colon before fasting, otherwise the body will start using the crap left in the intestines as nutrition, and since its actually toxins, this can apparently lead to terrible head aches and a generally crappy feeling during the fast. And one should never go to a fast unless done in an orthodox manner. Well, in England they advice against it. So much so that in the city of Colchester you cannot find a kit to empty to colon. So we're gonna have to do without. Go figure those doctors. Let's see what tomorrow will bring. At the moment the most difficult thing is to get used to the fact that you cannot always be eating. It is just the normal past time and I continuously notice thinking of combining food with an action or routine I have. Well, that all will go now, and I waiting for day three and four, when this all should get easier.
But what Juliane said about the soup kitchen reminded me of something. Juliane goes once a week to distribute food to the poor Parisiennes and I had the opportunity to join her as I previously visited her. I found it shocking, how little influence it had on us. We were happy to go our merry ways afterwards and enjoy a big precious dinner. Similarly, I am surprised how my experience in Cameroon had no effect on my consumption. I have always been quite aware of my consumption, which has been limited and ethical. It is rather recently, within the last few years, that I have let go, and I don't allow the feeling of wrongdoing always to stop me from purchasing. I would like that moral voice in my head to grow louder again. And studying human rights, it is not as if I lack information on what a shithole the world is. Perhaps I have become cynical. I have had people be shocked by my reaction to a movie on the El Salvador civil war, which was that it was too soft. This is while a boy my age was hysterically crying. But what did he expect? It's a civil war after all.
Thank you all for your support, there has been quite alot. And there are more who have promised to make some changes than have actually posted on this page. And Juliane, you will always be much more of an inspiration to me than I could ever be to you.